Coping Mechanism

Dear P: I don't know why I'm so unhappy about being happy. "Seems like everyone's got a crisis these days," says S, with his unbearable astute observations. "I wish I had better advice for you, perhaps it will help you grow?"

JP asked at dinner, "Why are you carrying a bag? Are you leaving?"

"No," I will go back to hacking at work until 10PM. "Carrying a bag makes me feel safer." I gave my usual response.

R whispered to JP, but I could hear every word, "If we were in an art house movie, this would be where the music cues in and the inner monologue begins... 因为很有安全感..."

G says. "It is much easier to be power hungry than altruistic."

I'm beginning to realize that I need to rip the shades off, and when I do, maybe the sky will be lighter on my shoulders, and I can finally calm down and breathe.